Thursday, November 16, 2006

My Toe is Never Going to Get Better

My little toe still hurts. (sigh) It's been over 2 weeks now since I nailed it into that plastic slide. If I still bump it into anything or the kids knock it while walking around me I scream in pain. I should have asked my OB yesterday about it since her husband is a Sports/Medicine Dr. Dominic is so sweet and everytime he hears me scream from hitting it he runs over saying "I kiss it! I kiss it!" LOL Of course I tell him no but he's so cute. I can walk on it pretty well although it hurts having my toes crammed into shoes and there are only certain ones I can wear. I guess I just suffer.

In other news, I've been having some of those WHAT THE HELL HAVE I DONE thoughts again. Mainly it's in the evening when the 3 kids are just running around throwing things at each other, jumping on each other, and fighting and screaming over everything. I've been getting headaches and I think it's from all the screaming and activity in the evening here. Damien is getting alot more active then I was hoping. Actually it's starting to scare me because if he keeps it up I'm afraid he's going to be just like his brother. He's running around constantly screaming and throwing everything. He throws fits now. He takes toys, pushes Kayla around and is a pain in the butt to change clothes or his diaper. He gets into drawers and dumps stuff all over the house. Last night I felt like a good cry was in order but skipped it to figure out dinner. Then I tried jumping on the laptop only to have kids crawling under and on top of me. Bedtime was at 8:30 and now it's 8. This is NOT causing the kids to sleep longer though infact both boys are now getting up at 6:30 AM and it's like they took a shot of Jolt pop the way they fly around the house screaming and playing that early.

I have a feeling things aren't going to change for awhile. I fully expect to have chaos when Mia gets here as Damien figures out how to copy his brother more and more each day. The only way to keep the kids "normal" is to seperate them all. Guess I could make them go to their rooms all evening and only come out for dinner. lol


Anonymous said...

My goodness, you poor thing! I can't believe you have let it hurt for that long!! AND being pregnant and having to walk with the extra weight! I know how often I kick I feel for you! :)

So cute about D wanting to kiss it! :) I love those moments!~~

Sheri said...

I say DRUG THEM! Tylenol works wonders!

Honest - you are do amazingly well! Keep up the good work! Vent any time - you have every right to!