Friday, May 12, 2006

OMG I am seriously pregnant again.

Well I wouldn't say the shock has exactly worn off, but my mind is starting to realize this isn't a dream. I want to thank everyone for their support, it really helps. Yesterday things seemed to get better with Dave. He started joking alittle bit about it yesterday saying I'm stressing him out. He was pretty normal yesterday and told me he had a bad headache the other night and that's why he was quiet and went to bed early. I've been having awful cramps, so bad that I keep running to the bathroom to see if I'm starting and he was a bit concerned with that saying "are you serious??" So I think things with him won't be so bad after all, I hope. I think as long as I just don't talk to him about it and let him process it by himself he'll come around more and won't be so angry.

I think my processing has already happened. I took the test...it says I'm pregnant but I say no way. The past 2 days I've been cramping but after hundreds of trips to the bathroom looking for ol' Flo, nothing. I'm taking my temperature in the morning still, it's 98.1... high. All the sudden my stomach is roaring hungry as if I haven't ate for days, but I eat and snack all day.

More processing:
  • Is Dominic going to be totally potty trained by 3 yrs 11 months? If not I'm so screwed!
  • My parents and his parents will freak so I'm hiding this till I give birth.
  • Damien was 9lbs 13 oz! Will this one be bigger?!?!?!?!?!?!
  • What is my OB going to think when she finds out I'm pregnant again and due for a 4th C.
  • Someone's going to have to share a bedroom, we only got 4.
  • Is my body going to be able to handle doing this again?
  • I am scared to death of miscarrying again. I have that in the back of my mind.
  • What will my families I watch for do since this time I'd be due mid January?
  • What if this is a boy again? I will seriously cry.

In other news I talked to my mom last night about my Grandma and was told she may have bone cancer. They did a Bone MRI and found that along with a pinched nerve in her neck, this may be going on too. I hope to God not. She has more tests today.

9 comments:

Rhonda said...

I will be praying for you Grandma and hope that everything will be ok.

I am glad that you are processing being pregnant again. You have quite the list of worries though. Try not to worry so much! I know that it is hard, but try. :) Everything will work out and be fine.

Take care of yourself!

pregnancyweekly said...

So...congrats?

I agree, everything will work out fine.

Deanne said...

ugh, Sabrina, if it isn't one thing its another huh? I am sorry about your grandma, please keep us updated.

Kirsten said...

OMG! First of all, congratulations! Even though you are still in shock it sounds like, know that everything is going to work out!

I am praying for your Grandma and her health.

OMG! Can't believe you are preggo!

Lisa said...

You remind me so much of myself 1 1/.2 years ago when i founf out I was pregnant again. Jake was only 14 months old and I completely freaked. As the months went past I got used to the idea, and now my son is 8 months old and my best baby ever. I am so glad that he came along.

Hubby will get used to the idea, as will you. Just remember how you feel when you see your baby for the first time. It will be amazing, even if its not what you have planned.

TL said...

Planned or not, for some reason God wanted you to have this baby!!! Congrats and you know things just have a way of working out, strange but true!

catbird said...

Wow, Sabrina, I just read your last few posts. I'm sure you're going crazy. Hang in there, girl. I know you've got tons of things to think about, but you'll be fine. You are a very strong person. Good luck and God bless.

Adam's Mom said...

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY! I hope you had a restful weekend! How are you and Dave feeling?
Oh - About your friend seeing you buy baby clothes, just say you are thinking about selling clothes on ebay so you were checking out the quality for resale value :o)

rach said...

It will all work out. I know it will.

CONGRATS!