The 2 Week Wait

I've got exactly 2 weeks left with my beloved left ovary. To bad my 2 week wait isn't for something else. :( lol I'm trying to make light on a sad situation. You know I am sad but I can't help but feel blessed. I've got this unexpected baby and after playing the April Fool's Day I'm pregnant joke for 2 years, I found out I was pregnant on that day and it was no joke! I was frustrated, sad and freaking out at the thought of a 6th C-section and while I was growing this baby, I was growing something else in there. If it wasn't for Rocco, we would have had no idea anything was wrong. Hopefully this will all end as soon as it's removed and tested. In a way I think this is part of a calling from God. I know I have a decent chance of getting pregnant with one ovary but I've felt the need to internationally adopt for a few years. Maybe this is what God is wanting us to venture towards in the next few years, who knows. We will have alot of medical bills to pay off this year before anything else goes on around here. lol I know even with this obstacle God has big plans for us in the next year because we're a big family. :) So while I sit in the passenger seat I will trust him and let him drive.